By Dede. H

Powerless without my stinking
thinking Sick and tired of being sick
and tired God wants me to stop
drinking Concretely and abstractly 
My Father Mother God loves me 

I align my will with God’s—I am
free I am creative, spiritually toiled 
I’m an individual—a moral savage In
the flow of all that’s good in the
world One with the power of the universe 
and no longer ravaged 

Powerless but feeling more
powerful Sick and tired of ugly hang
overs  In sobriety, I’m a peaceful gal  
There’s nothing to question
anymore God wants me to be a
sober female 

Liver disease and penniless insanity 
Await me If I take another drink  I will
die—demoralized and pitied
Everything gone down the sink From
a woman who’s no longer pretty 

Yellow eyes, inflated belly, yet boney
Paranoid—nothing makes sense
Carelessly spending money 
Staggering, reckless and
feckless Honestly—no good to
anyone  

I’m powerless yet more powerful
Free to live and love my loved
ones No debt to that resentful
creditor Alcohol has no power over
some Today I live in gratitude and
rapture 

I don’t need alcohol—it’s too
wild. Can’t have it. Allergic! 
Nothing left to solve 
Grateful for sobriety  
and my sponsor, Leigh 
For we are girls gone mild